I recently reconnected
with my trainer Tasha Lewis at Tadda's Fitness Camp and it has been one of the
best decisions I have made this year! In my first book Run & Not Be
Weary: The Pursuit of Purpose and Destiny I share how I came into the understanding
that self-care is vital if I am to increase and maximize my capacity to coach,
lead, teach, preach, and pursue every opportunity that would come into my life.
On my 37th Birthday when
my husband asked what I desired as a birthday gift, I candidly and exhaustively
replied, "A treadmill." Our
daughter had been born about 6 months before my 37th birthday. By this time we had 3 children under
that age of 3, Johnathan (2 years), Joshua (14 months), and Ariel who was
8 months old.
Our local church was in
a season of rapid growth. We were facilitating multiple services on Sunday,
television ministry and our itinerant ministry was beginning to grow. To
add to that pressure, I was in seminary pursuing the Master of Divinity
Degree. I was desperately trying
to balance work, family and school. It was not long before I became physically
tired, emotionally drained, spiritually arid and was rapidly moving toward
burnout.
When I surveyed the land
I was taking care of everybody and everything in my world and I found that I
was often last on my "to-do list" if I made the list at all. I
began asking serious questions of myself such as, "How am I going to do
all of these things?” "What am I really gaining from all of this
busyness?" "What things do I need to let go and what things do I need
to pick up?" "What habits and skills do I need to develop? “Who
do I need to hold me accountable for my development if I am to be successful
and reach my full potential?"
It was at that critical
juncture that I began to aspire to the value of self-care. I started
where I was at that time. I purchased a treadmill, joined my local
YMCA and began an exercise program. I later hired a personal trainer and
have had 3 trainers work with me for several seasons and times. I began
loving the notion
that I could take care of myself while taking care of others.
Along with exercise I
began educating myself on healthy eating by reading and taking counsel with
health professionals, health and wellness coaches and nutritionists. I had to re-train
my mind and body to eat healthy, drink water and discipline myself to abandon
the bad eating habits that I had developed all of my life.
As I grew in my
understanding of healthy living I began to express my value for self-care
through various means and methods. Over the years I have participated in
different physical fitness programs such as yoga, pilates, running,
walking, and mountain climbing. Last year my husband and I began bike
riding and we love it!
In a conversation with
one of my life coaches, I was asked the question, "What patterns do you
see in your life that reflect your value for self-care?" She challenged me
to think through my self-care value and develop what I now call my
"self-care" list.
My self-care list includes a variety of health and wellness practices
such as: physical exercise, healthy eating, rest, family time, vacations,
prayer, reading good books, spa retreats, facials, massages, attending
conferences and seminars where I am not the featured speaker, and just plain
having fun with my girlfriends and family!
Before long self -care
moved from being an aspirational value
to an actual value that is
demonstrated through a diverse set of healthy practices. The methods I
choose to express the value of self-care are unique to my personality,
temperament, life structure, likes, passions and desires. My self-care list changes, and morphs
with me. I may emphasize one practice at a particular season and
emphasize another practice at during another season in my life. All
in all, I have learned to remain open and willing to try new and exciting
things in my self-care journey. The key is to discover what works for me
and to be consistent!
When I think about my
value for self-care I am often reminded of those famous words spoken by flight
attendants just before an airplane takes flight: "In the event of an emergency, place the oxygen mask on yourself first, before attempting to
help those around you."
Self-care is vital in
order to manage all that has been invested in me and to balance all of my
responsibilities. The truth is I
cannot properly care for the people in my life, if I am not attending to
my own emotional, physical and spiritual self. On most Mondays, I get out of bed at 4:15 am (or 6:15
if I've hit the snooze button too many times Lol), drive across town for the
Monday morning run with Tadda's Fitness Camp.
You might ask, “What
motivates you to consistently get up before the crack of dawn to workout?”
The answer is quite simple, it's one of the ways that I Live Out My
"Self-Care Value!
Blessings….
Dr.
Toni